.  I want them back so bad but the most important thing to me is to know if they are ok.  If they are in a loving home with a family that truly cares for them then I will be kinda sad but at the same time happy that I know where they are at least.  I don't want to disrupt them again. 

I am just worried that they maybe some where,where people are just taking care of them out of obligation and that they may not be loved like we love them.  If that's the case then I want to bring them back home where they will get the love that they deserve. 

I had to move in August 2008 as I sold my house.  I found a home for my 2 boys that was a temporary home sort of.

The understanding was that if I got into a position where I could take them back I would as my daughter who was 9 at the time was very attached as was I. 

We had the option to visit them and my daughter and I would talk about it, but we both knew it would be too hard to leave them so we didn't.  We just kept thinking that when we visited them, we would be bringing them home with us!

I hated to leave them so much but I felt I had a good home as the woman I was leaving them with at one time as a Vet. Tech.  her name Barb Kling , living at Brent Village, Belle Vue, NE

I delivered kitty litter and food to them cuz I was so grateful that she was able to care for them.  I left it outside her door and she would call again when she needed some.  The last time I delivered to her was February 2009.  I left a lot because she lived so far away from my home that I thought it would get her through. 

In November 2009 I was finally in a position to go and get them and when I called her number it was no longer in service.  I called the Apartment Building she lived in and after several calls and them thinking I was crazy they were able to confirm my story and told me that she had passed away in the summer. 

I was so shocked and couldn't believe it. , since then I have been trying to find out what happened to the two boys.

Were they rehomed, if so I would like to know if they are ok and happy

Did they go missing, do I launch a search ?

I thought it would get easier over time re-housing them in the first place but it never did and I worked hard to be in a place and position that I could take them back.  Now that I don't know where they are at I am really sad over this as is my daughter.

If anyone has any ideas or information-
please get in touch..